Going Home

I had my heart broke

I gotta take a toke

Cause if i told you what happened

You’d think that its a joke

This nigga sucked me in

He showed me everything

And now i cant even eat

im getting very thin

That aint how it begin

or yet how it began

I wanna be his lover

I wanna be his friend

But then we fell in love

Or was it only lust

For him Id do anything

like swallow when he busts

I wanna have his babies

I swore thats its a must

I was Sinade O’Connor

Nothing Compared to us

What happened to the trust

Perhaps i am to blame

I always showed my ass

It drove his ass insane

Hes always on my brain

Hes always in my head

Dont want to live without him

Id rather wake up dead

So many foul things said

So many Harsh exchanges

He said I love you first

Oh My How Good Shit Changes

I shoulda held on tighter

I didnt wanna let go

He know i am a fighter

now he out stealin hearts

like he winona ryder

leaving me in a daze

like drinkin ace of spades

thinking bout how it was

and what a crazy phase

the darkened state im in

is twisted like a maze

the sand is on one side

its like our time was spent

getting hit by a truck

painful equivalent

so im high everyday

you know im getting bent

i cant regret anything

cuz you were heaven sent