Thursday, April 22, 2010

My Love Comes Without Conditions

I fell in love. It was incredible. It became awful and it ended, then it was mended. In the process, which I will spare you the grueling details, I learned that love cannot exist within boundaries. Rather, it survives like air, which cannot be contained and provide life simultaneously; in holding your breath you cut off your air supply hence your ability to love, in which case you die. My love was suffocated and ultimately suffered a torturous death.
Real Love Never Dies; and like Jesus mine was resurrected. I will love my first and only love forever. We went through so much together and learned so much about ourselves in the process. I accept people for who they are and not what I would like them to be. Controlling your partners behavior by limiting any activity they choose is not loving. Meeting new people and trying new things is what makes life great. Emotions and feelings often left me unable to control my anger in regards to his fading interest and growing interest in "new" things; interest waxes and wanes. People fixate on what's new and strive to collect but we always keep around what and who is important.
He is important to me and I to him. There are no conditions that will prevent me from being there for him. That's love. Forever.

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